Thursday, May 31, 2012


I pray for one last landing
on the globe that gave us birth
let me rest my eyes once more upon the fleecy skies
and the cool green hills of Earth.

let the sweet fresh breezes heal me
as they rove around her girth
of our lovely mother planet
of the cool green hills of Earth.
we rot in the molds of venus
we retch at her tainted breath.
foul are her flooded jungles,
crawling with unclean death.
let me breath unrationed air again,
where there's no lack or dEarth.
as we stand upon the harsh bright soil of Luna,
all eyes turn to see the Earth.

We stand upon the dead, red soil
breathing deep the cold thin air.
Ancient Mars, your visions take us in,
but still we seek worlds fair.

The hills and fields of Ganymede,
her sky filled by father Jove,
yet still thses sights don't satisfy,
and farther still we rove.
Yes, out we go, the race of man,
to Saturn's rainbow rings,
yet the frozen night of Titan,
makes us think upon some things.
We've tried each spinning space mote,
and reckoned their true worth.
Take us back again to the homes of Men,
on the cool green hills of Earth.
The arching sky is calling
Spacemen to their trade.
"All Hands! Stand By! Free Falling!"
And the lights below us fade.
Out ride the sons of Terra,
far drives the thundering jet.
Up! leaps the race of Earthmen,
out far, and onwards yet.
We pray for one last landing,
on the globe which gave us birth.
Let us rest our eyes on fleecy skies,
and the cool green hills of Earth.

~Lazarus Long (Robert Heinlein)

we are 'sensitives'. our hearts are so vulnerable. we are soft little beings, so it is an imperative that we be gentle with every being we encounter. we must offer kindness... after all, kindness IS who we are.
sending my love out to the universe
may we be forever kind

Wednesday, May 30, 2012


will we?
i know how hard i have struggled, and how difficult living has been for me. though i have a great zest for life, i have chosen a path with tough obstacles- perhaps trying to avoid the harsh realities life has thrown my way. oddly, i have taken a path thinking it was of least resistance, and just managed to make it harder on myself and those i care about in my wake.
why would one choose to be a tornado, when one loves the peace and tranquility of the softly floating sea?
my only hope is that i will have been offered a glimpse at deeper dreams through the tumultuous life i have chosen. even better, perhaps i will live long to make use of those dreams and maybe, just maybe, start actualizing at least a teeny tiny bit of my potential.
ah, we shall see

Monday, May 28, 2012

Lest We Forget
What is the unbroken?
When it comes to addiction, the unbroken is the inner strength source, the source behind our foundation; where dreams come from. This part within is terrified to pick up drugs again. Dreams of using make one wake up in a cold sweat. Deep inside, much deeper, in the recesses of the soul, we really do not want to use.
I know the part of me which must not be broken resides deep within. She survives all. She wants more than anything to live. She struggles against the enemies of life. She seeks not the suicide of addiction.

"What lessons do you need to learn now? What is the most important thing you can learn during this lifetime so that you can continue to grow and prosper? Trust." ~'Many Lives, Many Masters'

may we be so inspired : )

Sunday, May 27, 2012

"In the midst of winter I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer"
~Albert Camus

I found myself drained and lost in pain and sorrow, caught in the vicious web of addiction, yet unable to stop or change the horrific storm i was walking into. day after day i wandered, dying to stop the madness, unable to break free of the oppression addiction brings. my world had become gray. i had not the strength to change. i wanted to remove myself from this world. somehow i survived. what in me carried me through? what part of me remained unbroken, allowing me to come back to life, and wake back up to my true nature? this part of me is part of you. hold on and keep walking. never stop believing in the power of your dreams. all the world is aglow. miracles abound in this world. be one, for this is what you are meant to be. walk away from sorrow.
~tara mihaly

"In the midst of winter I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer" ~Albert Camus
sometimes life can leave us so uncertain... i have often found myself so lost out there. i am unsure why i have made such choices, though i do believe that every choice we make, whether it be a good choice or a poor one, leads to opportunity and makes available gifts we would otherwise not be privy to. may we ever know the gifts made available through our choices. may we accept the revelations, and be able to move forward to build our highest dreams.
it is perhaps a more fortunate destiny to have a taste for collecting seashells than to be born a millionaire.
~robert louis stevenson

May we be ever grateful for all that we have; For all that we may see or seem

Saturday, May 26, 2012


Be gentle, for we know not what our fellow traveler must carry~ though they stand right beside us
How do we become survivors?
By Never, Ever, Ever giving up!





Even When it Hurts...
Be Unbroken




what makes us unbroken?
falling down, and getting back up
no matter how many times it takes.
we must be able to face our own limits...
if we walk to the edge of the cliff and jump off, we probably will not make it through
we need to really give ourselves due credit for what we are capable of...
ANYTHING WE CAN CONCEIVE OF


BE UNBROKEN




we are everywhere
just sayin...


"I looked at all the caged animals in the shelter...the cast-offs of human society. I saw in their eyes love and hope, fear and dread, sadness and betrayal. And I was angry. "God," I said, "this is terrible! Why don't you do something?" God was silent for a moment and then He spoke softly. I have done something," He replied. "I created you." ~The Animals' Savior Copyright Jim Willis 1999

We can heal ourselves, we can heal one another
choose to not live in a world of blame and pain...
for living in such a space would be a shame
compassion and forgiveness, for the self and for those we encounter on the path
make our worlds so much more endurable, and beautiful
may you know peace within



So the idea here is that perhaps we can come back from what appears to be unendurable suffering, a part of us can overcome any obstacle which comes our way. Where inside does this beauty reside? From what space does the seed shoot into being as the blossom, even when faced with mounds of concrete atop all chances?

Whatever weight it is you feel you are carrying, know that you may yet endure, and survive, and rebuild yourself again...


http://www.facebook.com/lovethemanyway

My creation of the "Love Them Anyway" page was inspired by my own experience with homelessness and struggles i have endured due to some of my choices in life's amazing journey. I made the page to honor the way others i met out there inspired me, and also in the hopes of encouraging others caught in their own downward spirals.
The whole real deal is sometimes we can get lost out there in the world, and it may not be easy to turn it around and stand back up. It may not be easy to feel good about the self through the process. It is imperative that we love ourselves back up onto our feet, and walk forward even through the darkest of times.

I hope this blog will bring comfort, even if not to many, at least to one- perhaps you

Heaven only knows, we all need a little love... and deserve it